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'Cursya' Sociable Me! (Random Entry 1)
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Considering I really have nothing to do today, I thought I'd randomly get on Facebook. Little did I know, my friend had logged onto it and forgot to close it. >=] my devious mind decided "Let's see what damage I can do." Now, soon after thinking that I realize that I don't want to die, so I am being nice and half messing around. No too long after browsing a message appears. Not gonna say the person's name, but they seemed to want to talk to my friend. In my head, I'm thinking "Whoa! who are you and why are you talking to me? oh wait..." and soon after I say hi. Instantly, I regret my decision. They message again, I reply. "What are you doing me?!" The process repeats. "GOOD LORD SIR STOP!" 2 messages later I reply and then yell at myself "YOU ARE WEAK! FIGHT THE URGE MAN!" of course my own social brain says "but it's peoples! talk to the peoples!" Should I feel guilty? yes but at the same time I'm not trying to make anything awkward. I'm not trying to upset anyone. I'm simply being randomly social to random girls and boys out of sheer boredom. (Transition)
I've always kinda been a lurker on here and always think to myself, "Man, I wish I could draw better. I wish I could draw like a lot of these artists I follow like ~Yellow-Lycan4177 or ~Blimpy or *Kazecat. They really have great talent in my opinion. I don't know what else to say except that they slightly want me to develop my own style and characters. I've actually thought in that sense with a lot of different things such as blogging on Tumblr or Vlogging/Random spazm-ness on YouTube. I don't know. I lack the ambition or confidence and when I do have those things I over think and quickly lose the inspiration to follow through with it and ball up into a ball of safety.
I think I am pretty good for confessing/ranting. I might even follow this up on other sites, but if not, It won't be the end of me. Hope everyone has a great day. I have to go prepare for my events for tonight. Nerds Night Out-Triple Crown Tourney: Group Games. Hopefully, it will be a good one especially since it is the last event of the Triple Crown Tourney. ^_^ ttyl DA's
I've always kinda been a lurker on here and always think to myself, "Man, I wish I could draw better. I wish I could draw like a lot of these artists I follow like ~Yellow-Lycan4177 or ~Blimpy or *Kazecat. They really have great talent in my opinion. I don't know what else to say except that they slightly want me to develop my own style and characters. I've actually thought in that sense with a lot of different things such as blogging on Tumblr or Vlogging/Random spazm-ness on YouTube. I don't know. I lack the ambition or confidence and when I do have those things I over think and quickly lose the inspiration to follow through with it and ball up into a ball of safety.
I think I am pretty good for confessing/ranting. I might even follow this up on other sites, but if not, It won't be the end of me. Hope everyone has a great day. I have to go prepare for my events for tonight. Nerds Night Out-Triple Crown Tourney: Group Games. Hopefully, it will be a good one especially since it is the last event of the Triple Crown Tourney. ^_^ ttyl DA's
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